Up and Down...and Up and Down....and Down again

Okay, so...yeah. Pretty much. I never knew this, but I guess a relationship can completely fall apart (without you knowing it), in about 2 weeks. That's where it seems mine is headed. Things are horrible now...mean...ugly...confusing. One minute I'm loved and in a loving relationship..the next minute I'm single, just like that for no reason. I have no idea what's going on. OH well. Sometimes I think "why am I still wanting to be with this guy?" Answer: because I love him even though things aren't great right now.

Guess this isn't too happy of an article. Just felt like writing a bit, getting my words out.

Juliet